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✦ The Grace of Letting Go ✦

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  A Personal Essay by Lojain | Roya ElMedia ✦ Introduction: The Quiet Art of Trusting Life We grow up being told to dream big . To visualize success , to chase timelines , and to make things happen . We are taught that ambition is everything, and planning is the key to achievement. So we try. We map out our futures like architects of fate. We make vision boards, color-coded planners, and life checklists that we expect the universe to follow. But as we grow… We start to notice something. Life doesn’t care about our calendars. It doesn’t follow our schedules, our spreadsheets, or our perfect little boxes. It moves in spirals, in seasons, in sacred detours. It answers in silence, in delay, in redirection. And the older I get, the more I’ve realized that life isn’t something we control — it’s something we trust. Some of the most important things in my life didn’t happen when I wanted them to. They happened when I was ready. And I didn’t even know I was ready until I looked ba...

On the String of Memory : My Life Soundtrack

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  Originally written on December 22, 2019 – Grade 11.  Revisited and expanded in 2025. Music has always been the invisible thread weaving through the fabric of my life. I wrote the original version of this piece when I was in Grade 11, on a quiet December day that invited reflection. Back then, I was still discovering myself, trying to find my voice in a world that often felt loud and confusing. Music became that voice. I didn’t realize it at the time, but the songs I loved were helping me tell my own story, not just as entertainment, but as something far more personal and powerful. It was the end of a year full of changes and growing pains, and I found myself needing a way to express what words alone couldn’t capture. That’s when I realized: my life wasn’t just a series of memories or milestones—it was a series of songs. Music, for me, has always been more than sound. It’s a companion that walks beside me through every season—every joy, every heartbreak, every turning point. ...

The Story of Faust: The Human Struggle with Ambition and Redemption

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🔷 Introduction: Why I Wrote This Article and What It’s About I first wrote this article on December 9th, 2019, when I was in Grade 11, as part of a school assignment. At the time, my understanding of Faust was limited to the surface-level story: a man makes a deal with the devil and suffers the consequences. However, even as I analyzed the text for my class, I sensed there was so much more beneath the surface—layers of meaning that touched on the core of human existence. Looking back, this assignment was a turning point in my relationship with literature and philosophy. Faust is not simply a story to be studied or summarized; it is a profound meditation on ambition, temptation, knowledge, guilt, love, and ultimately, redemption. The questions it poses: Why do humans endlessly seek more? Why are we drawn toward temptation, even when it harms us? Can true forgiveness and salvation be found after grave mistakes? These are questions that I found both daunting and deeply compelling. In t...

Why I Rebranded: The Story Behind Ankh Glyph Becoming Roya El Media

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Why did I write this article in the first place? I know this might not seem important in the grand scheme of things. It’s not breaking news. It’s not a grand announcement. But still, I felt the need to write it. Sometimes we go through quiet changes that deserve to be witnessed, even if only by ourselves first. This article is one of those moments for me. A pause. A reflection. A decision to look back at where I’ve been, and forward toward where I’m going. I’ve always felt like I exist between worlds. Between the past and the future. Between the sacred silence of ancient tombs and the bright, blinking chaos of modern screens. Between mythology and machine learning. And for a long time, I didn’t know what to do with that duality—how to make it something more than just a personal fascination. But over the last few years, that inner contrast has become my compass. It’s shaped the way I create, the tools I use, and even how I define myself as a storyteller. I wrote this article to tra...